October 2006
Dearest son,
I hope U R doing GR8 wherever you are .. on 10th of your month a kind lady
who lost her child signed your guestbook her entry include a link to her
Blog where she expressed her feelings towards her lost child in fact she
did express what I want to say long time ago but my poor English doesn't
help me. I think the kind lady doesn't mind if I use -with some
modification to suit me- some of what she wrote. Dearest son find it
hereafter.
Your birthdays comes and passes but we
don't celebrate them since you are not around any more. Previous years I
used to cry myself thou them in desperately grief.
Every time I want to I can close my eyes and see your laughing eyes
before me. My hands remember every details of your perfect well build
body and I still can feel your strong arms around me. We all remembers
your tenderness, braveness, and kindness.
I mourning you whit a sadness so separately that it feels close to anger
I don't just mourning over my young boy, I miss the young man you never
was allowed too be.
Tamim .. as we used to for the past years and as I will always do as long
as I am a live, I will go to select
my greeting card for you .. I will put it there on your bed replacing the
one of the last year!! I will put it hereafter on your website .. I hope
you like it son and again I do hope all your lovers just remember this
anniversary. I wrote this phrase on your 24th and 25th birthdays and I do like to
post it here too.
"Tamim my
silent grief is may prayer to God to rest you in peace son!!".
