Dearest Son, after few days I will come to visit you on your 5th memorial. Five years had passed since we got together our last supper !! Of course, I know that you remember it as I always do son, can any of us forget it .. We didn't recognize that it was our last extremely precious moments!!  I cant understand why you invited me to have supper with you in this evening although you know that I usually don't take supper. As I don't understand to, why I permit you to go?? I didn't recognize that these moments were our last ones and that we will never be together again .. how can I know that it was your last hours alive!! how can I?? Dearest Son, five years had passed and every day your loss grief goes much, much much harder to bear. Tamim, I cant find words that may express the way I do miss U son. I m eagerly waiting for the moment we may come together again!!

Dearest son, until we may meat again, have a very big hug, bundle of kisses  and all the best wishes from your missing and always adoring Dad.

Now, for you all Tamim's lovers pls. think of him!! think of the kind, brave chevalier we all lost. Your thinking of him is the least thing you may do!! your thinking of our dear Tamim is his survival!! so please do.