Dearest Dearest Son .. as we used to, after few days, I will be traveling to join your lovers gathering for your 7th memorial celebration. Seven years passed full of sorrow and pain of the feelings that I can't touch you, see you, hear your voice, share you your laughter and tears or .. or being together anymore. It seems that I will stay this way for some more cloudy years Tamim regretting all the moments that I let it pass without hugging, kissing , expressing my deepest love or telling you how much I do adore you son.
Now with all our memories are rolling in my mind  I just want to tell you that you would never be away for a moment .. you are always around playing, crying, laughing, fighting, carrying your sisters bags, protecting them as as the best body guard in school and every where, buying them candies and ice-cream, filling my tea cup, helping me stand, and ...and ... oh Tamim what a wonderful brother and son U are!! -yes I mean it (YOU ARE) you will never be (was)-  what the greatest loss we all have Son!!!
Dearest Tamim, I don't find words to express my feelings or to tell how much I do miss U SON!!!. Now, in your 7th memorial I hope you have an awesome life wherever you are  ..  have a v v big hug, loads of kisses with all my deepest love and all the best wishes from your always adoring,